Just any other thursday

So today kind of just sucked.
first of all i hate B days and everything is just so obnoxious right
now! Chemistry can go die in a hole! it doesn't make sense and never
will! seminary all i did was sit there very awkwardly and he made us all
write things about people in our class that we enjoyed about them.
truthfully my class is so obnoxious and loud and inappropriate i had nothing good to say
about at least ten of them. I wish that i liked my class i really do but i don't and i am glad that
i will never be with them again! if i ever am again i will most defiantly cry! or SCREAM or PUNCH someone! like i feel like doing every single B day! everything is just UGH!!! the only word i can use without freaking out or something!!!!! I'm sorry if i am being depressing its just everyone seems to be in there own world wile I'm stuck in some other universe completely!
I don't know this is just how i feel. kind of just floating along while everyone is just swimming the day away.
I have decided that the song OURS by Taylor swift fits me perfectly because "people throw rocks at things that shine." and i feel that everyone just tears people just so they can feel better about themselves and that's not right! stop thinking about yourself and think of others for a chance.! I have noticed that the adversary has teeth and He bites hard. what a jerk.....
oh well all i can do is stay positive but sometimes positive is hard when no one else is.
all i need is a rainbow.... rainbows make me happy .... and so does rain oddly enough.... all i want to do is dance in the rain and look at a rainbow and just laugh!!!!! laugh hard! very HARD!!!
Laughter is the best medicine for everything right? that and ICE CREAM!!!!!! :) ha ha one day Anna and i will have a venting session.... i need one badly.... just yell scream and cry while eating ice cream that's all i want in life.... not really i want everything but sometimes you only get some things.....and sometimes you get nothing at all or at least nothing you wanted. just think before you do something you regret that's all I'm asking..... no regrets..... but i guess that's too late.
and some people (certain people) just need to talk!!!!! to me!!