Wednesday, April 10, 2013

how to respond....

i haven't posted in months... as you can tell but it's probably indifferent to you anyways so here's what's happened...
pretty much i had a season of color guard pass me by.
schools a bore but somehow i survived until spring break...
now i feel dead to the world
Friday i am making cupcakes for a wedding and after that my life will be much more at ease
i auditioned for field rifle today... and while it was an experience that was fascinating
all i ever want to be is a flag....
i wrote my application to dental assisting and i still have no clue whats going to happen
i had my flag captain interview and i just want it so badly
occasionally i go on walks in the rain.
sometimes i feel like a girly rebel riding a moped
all of my seniors are leaving and growing up
i learned how to make "better then anything cake"
sometimes i miss my best friend... we haven't talked in a while
sometimes march 21st occurs and sometimes reoccurs
sometimes i just think I'm a bad person but i know I'm not
sometimes we interview bishops in seminary and they comfort me because they said i was doing better then i thought
sometimes i find a gorgeous prom dress
sometimes I'm too short
sometimes i look at myself and feel like i have changed for the better
sometimes i forget about people i used to know and I'm ok with that
sometimes i read scriptures with chase and he tells me everything is going to be ok
sometimes people just don't see how there actions affect other people
sometimes face book is stupid
sometimes people are stupid
sometimes i just want to sleep
and sometimes i just want to eat Dorito's or pizza for as long as i can
sometimes i just need a break
sincerely,
welcome to my stressed out life