I wonder why....

You wonder why people treat you differently
when they shouldn't
Because you are the same person you have always been.
But somehow they think you are different.
Things Have changed
And things aren't exactly then same
but what about friendship?
What happened to your promises?
Did your words mean nothing to you?
I can deal with you not feeling the same.
yes i can handle that
even if i don't want to
But what i can't deal with is you lying
and making promises
and saying things that you obviously don't mean.
Don't treat me like you know me.
And don't you dare lie to me.
You see the thing is
all you are is
a chicken.
You won't say how you feel
tell me what happened.
and you wont even talk to me
or even text me.
look this isn't the easiest thing to do
when i don't know what happened.
or what i "did" wrong
or even if i did something wrong
because you won't tell me!
no one will.
Just say whats on your mind because right now
because i say what's on mine and
I don't have a filter and I'm sorry
sorry for the words i said
I'm sorry if i hurt you
but guess what
what goes around comes around
that doesn't mean we aren't friends anymore.
it means I'm mad
yes, mad and frustrated.
it happens sometimes.
and that doesn't mean i don't care anymore.
the truth of the matter is....
i care way to much.
i hope to much
i want to much
and i dream that things were different.
or at least back to the way they were.
i can't lie anymore.
i miss what used to be
I miss the adventures we had.
the dreams i thought
the hopes that i had
and the way you made me laugh.
and most of all i miss you.
i am not proud for saying this but its true.
I wish i could forget about it.
I wish i didn't feel this way but i do.
And all i have to say is it's not easy.
It's not easy to pretend that I'm OK all the time
I wish that we could have ended with answers
and i wish i could know what your thoughts are.

"and what he don't know
is how hard it is to make it look
so easy......"
Rascal Flatt's...
they know what they're talking about
and so while you are reading this post
(if you even are or if you even care)
think of this
and think of how it affects me.
If your words,
promises,
and actions
didn't mean that much to you.
then why in the world do they mean
So much to me........?
sincerely,
what happened?