homework
school
sacred
twitter pated
bashful
obnoxious
fun
stressed
annoying
unintentional
all words describing school
i have two major tests tomorrow that either make or break my grade
one in AP European history
the other in Pre calculus
I'm super scared i know I'm going to have an A in most of my classes but these
two are the ones that are on the edge
i have never been good at math
and history is all mashed together
i have been working so hard
more then i ever had before i care more than i ever had before
and yet i still can't get a 4.0
that's all i want is one term where i can say i have gotten all A's
that's never happened to me
i was so close once i was .07 away from having an A in geometry ninth
grade year but when i talked to my teacher about it she wouldn't let me do anything
to get it up
i gave up
what's the point in trying if they decided your score anyways?
i tried and worked super hard and yet it never has happened
for everyone else it seems to but not me
I'm not book smart, I'm more of a people person
and i know that but i do try to do my best and don't turn in anything late
and i just want everything to fall into place
i want to go to a good college
i want to get a major in business and a minor in child psychology
i want to help teenage girls in eating disorder centers and i also want to own a cupcake shop
(contradictory... i know)
but maybe at different times
i really just want to be a mom
i love kids but i need something to fall back on just in case
i need a plan B and a plan C
i need to just graduate already!!!
oh well
for now I'm just liberal in my own little world
sincerely,
dreaming in the clouds....
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