almost but not.....

today i almost got in a major car crash
but i didn't
today i almost died
but i didn't
i have almost gotten killed or seriously injured multiple times
but i haven't
why???
why haven't i?
why have i been so blessed?
why have i been given so many chances?
why do i get so many and others none?
i am blessed
not only that i am looked out for
i have a guardian angel
i have a spirit holding me and bounding me to this earth
i havechance after chance
for a reason unknown to me?
i am so gratful for these chances
and i haven't realized till now....
when i sat and held a baby and a toddler in my arms
and realized that they need me
and i need them
i realized that i have a purpose
ihave a meaning
and i have a reason to be here at this time
and in this place
i just need to find out what and why
sincerely,
touched by an angel
and searching for a sign