life in a boggle of emothions

so life's pretty hectic at the moment
school
guard
homework
more school
figuring out choir tour stuff
guard again
 work
and sleep.... (sometimes)
so first off i have had an amazing week
first by making pinterest in real life
then having guard
and going to cafe' Rio with amazing girls
then more guard
and partly just dozing in and out of consciousness
i know everything will work out
but sometimes
it's hard to remember the part that needs too
school is just in the way of my life at the moment
i feel so useless there
to them we are just a number
instead of actual people and it kind of bothers me
why can't they see that i really don't have time for there homework?
i all honesty i wasn't home for four days except to sleep
literally
it makes me sad but i know it's only for another moth or so
then life can come together and be normal again
i kind of just want to sleep
actually sleep and not have a million and one things going through my head
i want to live with no worries or regrets
i want to live with out all this stress
i need to see the light not dark
i need this journey to embark
i need you with me day and night
i need the answers of  this life
i need to see the coming light
i need to feel the warmth and bright
i just need to be me tonight
that's all i want
and what i need
but alas i sit and i just read
i read of sadness and despair
i read of lives i can not spare
i look and see the break of day
i see the people break away
i need not remember why nor how
but all i know is here and now
so here i end with my lasting prayer
knowing how and never fear