dream boy....

so last night i went on a blind date
call me crazy
but it was the best date i have ever had
with the best guy i have never met
he's from Orem
he's cute
tall
funny
loving
spiritual
can do magic tricks
plays instruments
is giving
kind to everyone
and is amazing
(just to name a few)
we went on a train all the way up to salt lake
even though we had to stand and walk the entire way we had fun
we talked about breaking out into song
trying to figure out "smurfs"
talking to strangers
giving hobos money
going to dinner
dreaming of horses and cubes
talking about warm rain
being obnoxious customers
best and worst dates
planning more
talking about lord of the rings and french toast
planning our Christmas breaks together
and everyone just laughing and having a ball
i was sad to see it end
i want to re-live it again and again and again
i was sincerely worried that there were no good guys left in the world
i think I'm finally done
i think I'm over it for good
i think i can honestly say i deserve better
and i think i want it to work out with him 
i still get scared but yesterday i wasn't nervous
i was happy and loving and myself
and all i could think of was making a wish in the fountain
i saw the castle
sincerely,
a princess in waiting...