when a child sees you they look up to you.
it's not about who you are necessarily but what you do.
your influence affects them and the choices you make
is the example that you set for them
i have the wonderful opportunity to watch
six beautiful little girls and two adorable boys
all with different personalities and differences.
they each have separate dreams
but somehow they all come back to wanting to be with each other.
sometimes they fight, sometimes they laugh, and sometimes they cry.
but all i can hope for is that I'm making a difference in there life
as much as they are making a difference in mine.
i have always been scared of having kids
honestly i never thought i would have been able to handle it
but now looking in their eyes and seeing there spirits glow and shine
and there perfection it makes me think that maybe
someday i will be able to handle having kids of my own
which is all i have ever really wanted
but trust me that won't happen for a very very
VERY long time but
time just passes by to quickly to even notice
soon we will be going to our friends weddings
sending them off on missions
and seeing ourselves grow older with our companions
with our kids being in the possision we are in now
having midnight discussions
and seeing our kids grow and have to make there
own desicions without us...
and all we can do is hope that we are ready
and taught well enough to teach our kids
what our parents have taught us...
Sincerely,
where's neverland?
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